I really need to post more and put my life down on paper...
Life right now is a little complicated for me...I need Oprah back on TV, ha! But, really it's not where I want my mind to be and I know things need to change......In me. I wish I had everything figured out but, I just don't. I guess we are always learning new things..learning things about ourselves and the people around us. I like to think I'm a very up front person and I don't deal well with fake people too well. Sometimes I can come off harsh but, I say what I need to say....and I move on. I don't hold a grudge or talk behind someones back. If I don't like something you have done you know it....I'm just not good at hiding my emotions....not completely proud of that but, it's the truth! If I like you you totally know it too..lol!! Well...not all people are that way. People like to talk about anyone and everyone. I just need to stay true to myself and not stray away from that.
Other than that life is pretty GREAT!! I have a crazy life right now!! It's summer time! I am Helping out a good friend of mine with a MOMMY GROUP this summer and we have been super busy with that! We have done some really fun stuff and I LOVE all the moms and their little ones! They make my day just a little brighter!
Having 4 kids, a home and not too much help with daily stuff is a little hard and I try not to let that get to me but, I'm human and it's tough sometimes. In the end I love my life and everyone in it! Ups, downs...the good and the bad....we all get through it somehow!
Ahh, and my husband....my life...my rock. He's just ahhhhmazing. It's like a fairy tale really....I mean we have disagreements and I don't always like him but, one thing for sure....I will ALWAYS love him! He believes in me....The no make up...crazy bed hair with baby poop on my shirt...he loves me and believes in ME like no one EVER has. That's hard to find...I know. I was married before to a man who didn't believe in himself. My husband is so confident, the most non judgemental person I have EVER met! He inspires me to be better. To be genuine. To see people for who they are truly....not for what they can offer or what they have. Just love them for who they are....That's what he teaches me everyday. AND! He doesn't teach me by words....he teaches me by actions. It's pretty amazing to be his partner. Yup...he has my heart.
Well, to end I have to say I love all my friends and family...We all have faults and things we need to work on and I'm not judging anyone. I'm speaking for my self. I think all the people in my life are amazing and have a lot of GREAT, AMAZING qualities. Those are the things I look for! The inner person. Their greatness! And, all the people in my life are pretty fantastic! The ones that are "fake" will weed themselves out on it's own....Like I said I'm going to stay true to myself and keep on chugging :)
Good night loves! MUAH!
Denise xoxo!
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