It's day 5 post op! I feel great! Not having any pain other than these god awful drains per trudging from my sides. They are so so uncomfortable to say the least! But for some reason today I'm feeling awful and emotionally drained. I haven't gotten the help I thought I would and I feel like its a huge slap in the face. But, you can't depend on people that's for sure. I do appreciate what's given its just hard day today and I'm still running a fever. My 15 year old daughter has all the weight of the kids and the house on her shoulders and that's not fair to her at all! She is doing a wonderful job though with it all. But, being a stay at home mom I know what stress it can be. I know she feels it! And she has to help me on top of it! Get my food...help me up...get my meds....yup, I'm not feeling too good about myself right now. I wish I had someone to relieve her but, I don't. I do appreciate and love her for all she does! It can only get better and I need to pray more and God will lead me/us.....
Denise
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