Good news for 2012-2013

Dale and I have decided to start trying for another baby!!!! The Sutton clan is growing! I was nervous about having another but, I want that big family! So wish us luck!

Action Jackson...The sweetest guy I know.

I wanted to write about my sweet boy Jackson. He has Sensory Integration (Proceccesing) Dysfunction...THAT we do know. Most likely he will get a diagnosis of Autism to go along with that. I am only going to speak for myself on this post.

I am completely numb. I feel like a lot of people will not be supportive, but, really those people don't surprise me. They are the type that only want you around when they need something or they are going through something. I'm tired of that. I have my own worries. But those people were never MY friends to begin with. Never really family.

It's hard to go through stuff alone....It's hard not to have my mom and dad there to help support us. No one can really understand that.....everyone around me has family support. I do however have a great Church, friends, and my Heavenly Father. I feel that the people who will be there always have through my tough times. My son needs me..us to love and encourage him.

This little boy is sweet, thoughtful, kind and full of joy. He can also be quiet, non-social, disruptive, and hyper. The Dr's say he has Autism.....I don't even know what this means for him..us..me...his siblings. How will this affect our family...our friends....our life. Will he be able to live without us? Will he play sports? Will he get married and have kids of his own? All my dreams for my sweet little guy I feel are falling through my fingers...like butter. I can't catch them or get a grip on these questions. I feel kinda hopeless....I feel powerless. Will I be a good mother and teacher? Will I have enough patience? Will I help him succeed? All this pressure to make sure I do everything perfect.

I have talked to another mom who I met through a good friend. We have been emailing each other and I have been brutally honest about my feelings and how little I know about the Autism Spectrum. She is vibrant in her words....she is passionate....she is my hope! She has made me realize that my son is special....not special needs but, special. He has a gift...and I should look through his eyes. She encourages me to be knowledgeable because I am his voice. I am all he has. She's right! I can do it! I love him more than anything..I want the best and because I do..... HE WILL SUCCEED.

Jackson!

 

 Mommy, Jackson & Daddy

Denise xoxo

When It Rains It Pours

Lots of stuff has been going on with my family......where do I start??? I feel like 2012 has been the greatest yet hardest year of my life!!!

1. Janae went to a concert at The Grove and fell. She was rushed to UCI where they did a CT of her back and everything was fine EXCEPT for a 2cm nodule on her Thyroid! WHAT! So I made an appt to see a Endocrinologist. He did 6 biopsies and they came back fine. She may need surgery to remove it still....we still have to go back.

2. While my husband was on vacation I made him an appt with our PCP and he had a physical.....we ultimately found out he has high cholesterol, Arthritis in his knees, and skin cancer. He's amess but I hope to get lots of it resolved and his health back on check. We go today to see a dermatologist to check the rest of his moles and we go see a reconstructive surgeon for the cancer on his ear. (hes seeing the same Dr who did my breast Reconstruction)

3. We were just told Jackson...my 2yr old may have Autism. I'm completely devastated over it and I'm in a panic to get him the help he needs. This will potentially turn our lives upside down. I just hope I do everything right by him. Now I'm paranoid that Jersey is showing signs of Autism....I hope not..I hope it's just me being crazy. Lets pray.

So I have hired a family friend to be a part-time Nanny for us. Since I don't have my parents I need the extra help. I'm really excited to get help with the kids so I can get stuff done! It's much needed! I hope she loves my kids and they don't drive her crazy....lol

I'll have updates on it all...so keep an eye out on my BLOG!

Denise xoxo

Easter Recap!

Easter was super fun! Especially the entire Easter weekend! So for Easter we started off our day by getting my crazy family ready for church. Jayden performed 2 songs with the primary kids! They did great! Especially him!

We all came home for snacks and a quick nap before we headed over to family for festivities!!!!

At 2pm we headed over to my aunt and uncles in Whittier where they had tons of food, crafts, and a water slide jumper for the kids! My boys were the stars of the Easter party! 5min into our arrival they wasted no time and jumped right into the water! Doing flips and tricks they had us all laughing hysterically! They are only barely 2&3 our boys are so crazy but I live love it!!!! They have no fear! We had a huge Easter egg hunt and a piñata to hit and they scored tons of candy! We ended it with hot fudge Sundays....yum! It was another great Easter!

So Sweet!

Tonight I overheard my husband say the sweetest things to my boys. He told them when they grow up they should marry someone like their mom. She's strong, beautiful, she's a great mommy and she's caring! He is really the sweetest, most supportive person I know! The truth is he makes me all those things because of his love and how genuine he is. He makes me happy and when a woman is happy she is at her best! So cheers to great husbands! Love you babe and thank you for all you are and everything you do xoxo!

Good night and sleep tight!
Denise xoxo

Did someone say Big Boy Undies?!?!

Well, Jayden is officially potty trained...phew! Sooooo, Monday morning he woke up and like I do every morning I went to change his diaper. This is our conversation: Me- Jayden lets change your diaper. Jayden- No mommy I don't want to put a diaper on. Me- Do you want big boy undies? Jayden- Yes!  It was really that simple...done. Potty trained! Yup.....

So that was Monday. On Tuesday we went to Disneyland with no diapers...yes, the very next day!!!! I went with lots of underwear and clothes just in case. But, to my surprise I didn't need them. Not 1 accident. Nope, not 1!!!! We are so proud of him!

YAY Jayden!!!!!

xoxo Denise!

Happy New Year!!

Happy Happy New Year!! 2011 was a really good year for me! Anything and everything good has happened to me in the last few years! 2011 was no exception to that. I had another baby which made a total of 4! She is such a joy and I couldn't imagine life without her!

 As for my partner in life, Dale is an amazing father, husband and friend and I feel every year we become closer. Dale has been this amazing person in MY life and I knew from the moment I met him he would change my life. Since 2006 he has been consistent with who he is and what he's about. Not once has he ever treated me badly or made me feel inadequate. He's amazing and it feels really good (blushing) So, this past year has been ahhhhmazing to say the least. We have been married 3yrs and 2012 will bring our 4th yr wedding anniversary and hopefully another bun in the oven!!! I really feel like the luckiest girl in the world and I'm so glad our lives worked out they way they did. I'm glad I went through all the pain to get to him. I'd do it all over again...no question on that! It's la la la la LOVE!

And my kids! Awww, what can I say! They are amazing....precious....adorable.....cute...funny...I can go on and on..ha ha! They are my W O R L D!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so lucky that from day 1 I have got to spend every min with them as a stay at home mommy!! Janae is an amazing big sis...she is my Angel. They and I...we are so blessed to have her. I'm just glad God gave me these kids and I promise I will always do right by them.

My friends, family and Church!! They are great to us! Our friends are always there for us all! Its so nice to have people who support and love you...yup, best feeling in the world and I just want them to know how much I love them and appreciate all they do.

And our Church...wow, what can I say. I have been a member of the LDS Church since 2010. Best thing I have ever done for me, my kids and my relationships with people in general. I belong to the best Church...the real truth. They love us unconditionally and I admire each and every one of them. They teach us not to be judgemental of anyone else and to respect everyone. I try...I'm not perfect but, I try. I love our ward and God has really blessed my home with the Gospel and we try to live by his words. Not pretend or do it for show but really live it. Really embrace his commandments. It has been life changing and I thank my heavenly father everyday for the blessings he has bestowed on us all.

Well, goodbye 2011....it was a GREAT year! Lookout 2012! The Sutton Family has more GREAT memories to make!

Love you all and God Bless you all!
XOXO- Denise

Jayden is going to Primary!!

Yay!! Jayden starts primary on Sunday! No more nursery....I'm not too sure how he will handle the change but I think he will be ok. change doesn't really bother him at all. He just jumps in and adapts to almost anything. He does have a problem will listening and following rules. He definitely likes to do what he wants. He is so lovable and almost always recognizes his wrong....so he is just a little defiant. Ugh...he's my challenge.....to say the least!! Non the less I'm super excited for this next chapter. A lot of the kids we have play dates with will also be going into primary and making that same transition as Jayden. Its so exciting!!

Tomorrow his Teacher- Sister Hill will be visiting our home to get to know him a little better....Now, this makes me more nervous than actually sending him to class. When Jayden is in his "element" or "his home" he tends to act out. I just hope he is calm and she can meet Jayden's genuine self....not the actor or the flamboyant Jayden but, the lovable, outgoing Jayden.

Crossing my Fingers!!!
Denise xoxo!

2011 Family Photoshoot By: Rebecca Eileen Designs

We had our yearly  Family Photoshoot done a little early this year to announce and celebrate the birth of our 2nd daughter and 4th addition to our growning family!

Here is the finished product!!! ENJOY!



The Sutton Family 2011!

Welcome Baby Jersey! XOXO!

It's been almost a month....

Well,  it's been almost a month since my last blog. I'm not so used to this. I have never chronicled my life or things I do.  But, I'm trying. So where do I start.

Jackson- He had his surgery and everything went great! He isn't talking yet but, he does seem happier to have the full use of his tongue. He's only 1 so I'm sure the talking will come. He is such a happy guy!!!

Jayden- Oh Jayden...where do I start with him? He really likes to test me. Bu6t, this kid has so much energy and is full of life....He really can make me angry at times though. I love him the same...for all he is!

Janae- My sunshine...my oldest...and my rock! She is still home schooled and still no answers as to why. I am hopeful that my daughter will live a pain free life..one day. In the meantime we pray and our faith is strong. Her faith is strong. I love her full of life attitude. She is respectful and helps out any way she can. We love her!

Jersey- My baby.....My precious lil one is amazing. Never really cries or is fussy. She is ALWAYS happy!

Me and the hubby are doing great! We try to have a date night at least once a week. I love how we go out and want to rush right home to our kids...funny but very true!!

I guess everything is O K in the Sutton home! LOL! Nothing to really complain about. I have ups and downs like everyone I guess.... but, am grateful and thankful for the life I have.

Have a great night!
xoxo! Denise

Phew...crazy week!

Wow! Has this week been crazy and super draining! My daughter who has some sort of Crohns or bowel disease is medically homeschooled so I'm busy with dr appts. Well, Monday we saw a new GI Doc and I don't really like him. But, at this point I don't like any of them.
Well, I guess it's only fair to give some history. 2008 my daughter started having abdominal pain....after countless er visits the drs found nothing. Had a nuclear imaging of her gallbladder done and they found that it was only working at 20%...they had to remove it. June 2009 (yes it took that long to find) they removed it. We thought it was over...oh no! It just began. Since then my daughter has been admitted to 3 different hospitals in the OC area. 2 exploitory surgeries and seen countless drs. They still have no answers. And not to be graphic...her episodes are awful and very painful. This is why I don't trust drs. So, it was finally decided that she be placed in a home school program for kids with serious medical illnesses. Wow, this is serious. I cried, she cried more!

So this week has been busy. Not only with her but my 1yr old had surgery on wed. He WAS tongue tied. It was awful leading up to the day but I must say I was rather calm and I didn't cry once! He cried enough for us all! With all that going on we are all sick! Me, my daughters 15 & 5mo, and my sons 3 & 1. I hope next week will be less stressed and thanksgiving will run smooth...since I'm cooking...ha ha ha! But, with all this madness I'm still thankful for my life! It sure is crazy! I pray and my faith is strong. Things get better...I BELIEVE that!
On a happier note! Jersey is 5mo old! Yesterday!

I'm here..I'm new, so be nice ;)

HIIIII! I'm here and I'm officially a blogger!! YES! I have so much to share! From saving money to spiritual relationships with God. I love reading blogs and getting so many great tips and ideas. I really admire other mothers and what they have to say. I love to make homemade crafts and save money anywhere I can.

I have 4kids. 15, 3, 1 and 3mo. Wow! I have my hands full. But, I love, love being a mom! God has truly blessed me with faith as a Mormon, a wonderful and patient husband, great kids who keep me busy and great friends that I cherish! I feel I have a pretty good life. I just can't imagine my life without the planes, trains and mommy brain!! Enjoy!

Denise xoxo!